I have to fake happy so i don't get inspected.
'Why the pouty face?' she'll say.
nothing nothing i'll have to reply.
im not allowed to miss my parents.
but just now she showed some kind of love.
i just... what am i to do?
i sat here, and stared at adam, and considered suicide for about 30 minutes straight.
i can't even...
writing is way too hard.