so,
second blog,
and im just pissed.
new years.
can't get drunk.
well,
we do have a bit of malibu.
......
i'll chug it when hounds little sister is gone.
or away..
then were gonna smoke a bowl later.


still mad.

the things these people do to calm me down./...

No more, No less.

new years.
a resolution?
thinkthinkthink.....
i want to say something about my parents.
but i want to say something about my friends.
or about family?
maybe self gain?
so i've decided.



My new years resolution is:
To Care less.



yup, thats it.
cause if i care less, i wont care about my parents. i wont care about my friends, i wont care about the family, i wont care about myself.




no
more
caring.

Meet my hana.

So, i feel like you people should know about the person i hang out with most of the time.
She is, to be quite honest, a raging bitch.
she's very truthful,
she's an excellent artist.
she's my sister, and theres no question about it.
i love her more then anyone.
[sorry flower!]
she has my other ipod headphone,
coloring as i type this.
i cry to her all the time.
she listens,
and is amazing.


Her name is Hana,
and she is 8.



this is hana.
[THE HANANATOR]

its kind of odd for me, having a younger sibling. its never occurred to me before what it felt like to. its silly, but i've actually found myself getting proud of hana for the littlest things- she amazes me every day. she's so mature for her age. she's as mature as i am, and yet she is still an 8 year old at heart. i've seen her grow from a little kid to a young women so quickly. it made me sad at first, to see that she;s letting her childhood go so quickly...but she still is a child, and she's enjoying it so much. i love going to the school and seeing her play with the other kids, it shows mw she is still a child....
and yeah, this is hana, and she is amazing.